Kaiyoto

@Kaiyoto@lemmy.world

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When you stopped caring about staying in good shape?

I completely stopped caring about 2 years ago, I realized I was never going to do anything with my good look and that I will never get into a relationship in my life, so I just figured out "what's the point then, I'm already invisible to women?" And I don't care about my health tbh......

Kaiyoto ,

You feel tons better when you take care of your body.

Kaiyoto ,

I know the world is rough but they to have a good day.

Kaiyoto ,

I appreciate not having trolls around but that is very hard to define. Some trolling is harmless and some are there is intentionally start flame wars. Its the flame war crap that makes it impossible to have genuine conversations.

And "don't be a dick" is always a good one.

3rd year in university and getting nowhere. What should I do?

Lemmy, I have completed tens of modules across several different universities. I have been course-hopping for long enough that I’d have a bachelors degree by now had I found and stayed on a course that suited me. I can’t be asked to commit to one and study it for yet another 3 years before I get a degree*. Yet I feel like...

Kaiyoto ,

Pick something and go with it. Something in ballpark of what you think you want to go for. It may not be the right choice but you'll have a degree and you can work on a second if you really have or take some certifications. But what's important is that you make a decision. Even if that decision is to take a year off and think about it, that's a decision.

Kaiyoto ,

It was. I haven't seen it in many years. Never heard of all the other variations.

Kaiyoto ,

Secondsale.com has treated me well

Kaiyoto ,

I had a parent who was terrible. It really sucked because out of my siblings I was the one who was really willing and able to deal with the end of life bullshit. She was mentally and emotionally abusive throughout my life. I did my best to be fair and make sure she was treated with dignity. I think any human being deserves that. But I couldn't bring myself to tell her I loved her when she said it to me towards the end. I wasn't angry towards her or anything. I just tried to deal with it without emotion. My brother did help handle a lot of interaction with her. I'm very thankful he was there with me.

I'll be honest, I am glad she is gone. I stressed out over her and things she would do. I couldn't have made the future choices I did if she was still around. Everyone in my family is better off and their lives are better because she is gone. I think feeling bad for their suffering means that you are human and have empathy. I think back still, at times, and feel for her. I think about the things in her life that made her the way that she was. It also fucked me up for a while after my child was born because it made me think of the better times with my mother when I was young. Still does sometimes. But she is gone now. It's okay to mourn that person so you can move on. You are mourning the good things about the person, and maybe even the bad. To move on past the things that fuck with us, sometimes we have to forgive because it is what is best for ourselves. I at least know I will never have to endure the suffering she inflicted upon me through her abuse again. For that I am greatful.

Kaiyoto ,

Damn, that's a good one.

Kaiyoto ,

The only Phoenix Project I can find is about IT and business.

When was the last time you felt helpless in life?

I'm 24 and dealing with high blood pressure. I've seen five doctors, had countless tests, and they all say the same thing: "Take these pills and try to reduce pressure in your life." It's as though my blood pressure and heart rate have minds of their own, fluctuating freely without any reason....

Kaiyoto ,

Lately I've felt helpless in that I can't seem to get out of this rut. Other times in my life that I can think of was when I was getting paid minimum wage and couldn't pay the debt I was dumb and racked up many years ago. Another time was when I was in an abusive relationship that I didn't understand that I could end.

I'm sure there are many others but those stand out to me at the moment.

Kaiyoto ,

Shit, I forgot Google bought fitbit. I just bought a used one not too long ago.

Kaiyoto ,

Last time I went in there (probably 6-7 years ago now) I got asked 5 times in like 15 minutes if I needed help with something. Like fucking chill! I gave up on trying to find anything because I couldn't think with being pestered. I also could tell I was being followed through the store by one of their loss prevention people while I was wearing business clothes on the nicer end of town.

I remember going in there once to get a cable for transferring data between drives and it was awesome because otherwise I would have had to wait days for one to come in. Being able to pick up something specialized or computer parts was pretty awesome. It was even more awesome when there were stores dedicated to that. I feel like micro center was the name of the one locally before their stores disappeared.

Kaiyoto ,

Not so much a traditional instrument, but I would love to learn how to make music through software like Sony acid pro. I had a friend once who did it and he did some really great stuff.

Kaiyoto ,

Babysitting in a hotel while a family member gets medical treatment. I'm hoping to go home Sunday

Kaiyoto ,

I found out my best friend of 20 years turned into a lesbian. Explained a lot of her behavior towards me in retrospect. I had cut ties with her because she turned into a bitch and I was done with the abuse.

I used find myself really wanting to get in touch with her again because she was like a sister, but I finally realized that I missed the person she was when we grew up and that she was a different person now. That person I was best friends with is long gone.

Kaiyoto ,

I found out my best friend of 20 years turned into a lesbian. Explained a lot of her behavior towards me in retrospect. I had cut ties with her because she turned into a bitch and I was done with the abuse.

I used find myself really wanting to get in touch with her again because she was like a sister, but I finally realized that I missed the person she was when we grew up and that she was a different person now. That person I was best friends with is long gone.

Kaiyoto ,

I have the same issue. For me it's mainly some ip address in Russia but it bounces around. I've had the 2FA enabled on my account for at least a year now. I have a unique, random password for it. Recently (like a month or two ago) the 2FA app popped up with a message to click on the number to verify or deny. I knew it wasn't me so I denied it.

I was worried someone had managed to guess my long ass password but I fiddled around with it and it's possible to get that 2FA prompt when you are trying to do a password recovery. So I just let it ago and haven't gotten any others since. I still feel like I should chang my email but based on what others are saying it doesn't seem like it will make a difference.

Kaiyoto ,

I had a friend once who thought that doubling up on a condom meant double protection. That's a huge no no.

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