I wish I knew my purpose like a cicada. Then again if that were the case I would have fulfilled it approximately 10 years ago I assume. Like yes there is no “purpose” to life other than to live but still I wish I had clarity on what the fuck I could do right now to make everything fucking suck less. I’m so so tired and lonely like what the fuck. I’ve got fucking nothing i thought id have by this point in my life so what the fuck do I do now? No one can answer this but like still. I’m pissed off and sad and frustrated all the time. I have it good! I am here still and yet???? What the fuck am i supposed to do with the fucking life I’ve been gifted.
