internal screaming (parenting is incredibly difficult and I am intensely frustrated with the state of the world and the fact that I cannot get any money anywhere no matter how hard I try and how hard I look because my skills are considered inherently deleted bcuz I'm Black and disabled and art is so devalued and yet out of reach that I can't even get my work seen on any social media besides this one and it still doesn't go far) #despair#disability#racism#BlackMastodon#BrownMastodon