Why do you care what other instances think about it? I'm honestly asking and expecting an answer here. This isn't a sassy question.
You built a wall and now you're asking people outside of that wall what it feels for you to leave. Well, I'd care if I could see what's inside the wall, but I can't. I tried subscribing and it was impossible.
So why do you care what people outside of your wall think? Again, I expect an answer here.