Arwen and I are on the splash 💦 walkies now. It's weird to be at the beginning, while last week, around this time, we'd almost be home again...
I have to keep reminding myself that it's temporary, again and again... And when the move is done and dusted, when I know the new gym a bit better, when we have some walkies routes mapped out, that then, I'll be able to make a new routine that works for both Arwen and myself.
I knew the nightly SniffBook walks helped me to start the day more relaxed. I knew I felt better once I started them, once I found the right rhythm... But I didn't know it helped that much, as I'm struggling more to relax now. Of course, many big changes will happen, so those will probably make the anxiety more enthusiastic... But, breathes in and out, it's temporary... 😊
And the silly thing is... I'm eager to start working on the house. Eager to explore the new neighborhood. Eager to make this little house our home. I just could do without all the annoying changes 😂. I know, can't have one without the other... That's why I keep saying "it is August yet?", as then the apartment will be gone, and it will be just Arwen and me in the new place, making it a good home where we can relax and enjoy ourselves.
So yeah... Three more sleeps till the keys... Four more sleeps till the hard work will begin! OK, it will continue, as of course I've been preparing loads since late December... But hopefully I didn't forget anything, and I'll be able to start the chores easily.
The weather forecast isn't the best, at the moment. It's not too hot, but there's a lot of rain predicted, and I prefer dry days so the windows can be open when I'm busy painting.
15 more sleeps till the big move! So much needs to be done during that time...
33 more sleeps till I can hand in the keys of the apartment and be done with my life in Cuijk... Then, it will just be us in Herpen. Although my physical therapy will remain in Cuijk. 😊
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I'm so glad you're joining me on my journey. It's exciting, scary, weird, and hopefully, in the end, all worth it!
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Hahaha the beer didn't go into space, did it? 😉
I sure hope it will be... I just feel so insecure and I don't like it... 😔 I try to be determinated and strong, but I just feel insecure and weak at the moment. Dunno why... 😔
@PixysJourney@weirdfolks I think your missing the point that its the feelings that your feeling that are normal for this activity ,not that this activity should feel normal Pixy 🤗🥰