Life is too much. If you have time for open source other parts of your life are being ignored. Do you want to be a detail obsessed nerd alone in your room fighting with 50 different things that need a special configuration that you'll eventually get bored of and need to clean up the mess anyway? I'm so depressed and am now realizing that privacy and open source stuff is just another distraction from reality. I genuinely don't know how others manage in life, it's so much bigger and more vast than a screen. It's overwhelming.