Note from moderator: The comments here are walking a thin line and I'm not always sure which to remove. But here's my advice for y'all:
I'm not against people saying OP likely has schizophrenia and has paranoid delusions. I'm not sure how insensitive it may be to make those arguments. But for the love of god please watch your tone and phrasing, and use some common-sense empathy when people are struggling with mental health. I'm removing a few of the more callous-sounding comments, but I'm not sending any warnings unless they're really mean. Thank you.
Update: also feel free to report comments if you think they are too mean.