I understand where you're coming from. Everyone has some evil in them. Not going to lie, I think about doing some awful shit.
I haven't done any of it. But I'm not sure if the reason I haven't is truly because I don't want to cause the impact I know it would, if I'm just afraid of the consequences or it's because I've been conditioned to not by being raised in society.
We're animals at the end of the day, but I think we're getting better overall.